kyouhei jasper allemand - fatenet aff.
Posted on 2017 July 04th
Tuesday 17:17pm @ 25 notes

Beginning of Something Awful

tsundere-model:

“I agree with that” Izumi shrugged slightly. He sure would have preferred any meeting that didn’t involved him getting stared at by random people or having to deal with a crying person. However, the kid -kyouhei- seemed to be calmer by now. No tears incoming for the time being.

“Well, that alone is better than nothing” Izumi commented, a tone that sounded so done, and yet reassuring. Like saying ‘i can’t believe how idiot you are but at least you learnt something’.

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“Hmn, well, searching for the source problem could be one thing. And trying to build your self-confidence might be another” he commented, seriously advicing the other in his problem “Interacting with more different people in friendly spaces could be another good chance to develop a stronger control over your emotions. As long as it isn’t forced of course. Which is the biggest problem of this ‘plan’ of yours, I would say”

      Kyouhei let out a little sigh, unsure of what to take from Izumi Sena’s words for the moment and too exhausted to break down again - speaking of which, the chocolate was really good. He washed down another piece with some water.

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      “I… more-or-less… know what it stems from.” Not that he wanted to go into details at the moment. Especially not in front of a stranger - it would be oversharing something extremely personal, and he’d already cried on Sena today.

      “It’s not really a self-confidence issue!” Kyouhei quickly denied, making sure to smile confidently while saying this. He was of the firm belief that - while he had his moments - it was a lack of self-confidence that made him cry. “I’m just… not used to negative critique. So I react emotionally. But you have a point.”

      Not that it helped him much - as a new arrival to Bellevue he didn’t have many people that he could comfortably interact with, or ask to toughen him up - if there was anyone that qualified for that in his life.

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